iM not May

Ugh every time Josh called today I wasn’t home.  We got to talk and all every time but I feel horrible that I wasn’t home and able to sit in a quiet room and just talk to him for as long as we usually do.  I haven’t cried in a day or two but that record is about to be broken.  Ugh.  The first time he called I was at the movie theater with my mom & Bri watching Open Season.  The second time he called I was at Walmart looking for a pillow case for the travel size pillow I got him earlier.  The third time I had just finished having dinner with my parents & Bri and was leaving the restaurant.  It doesn’t help that while we were talking he said things were about to get busy and didn’t know when he’d call back.  I just hope and pray he gets another chance to call soon.  I feel horrible.  I shouldn’t even complain about not being able to talk to him for very long, and I’m not at all.  I just feel horrible that I wasn’t completely available to him.

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