iM not May

Ugh every time Josh called today I wasn’t home.  We got to talk and all every time but I feel horrible that I wasn’t home and able to sit in a quiet room and just talk to him for as long as we usually do.  I haven’t cried in a day or two but that record is about to be broken.  Ugh.  The first time he called I was at the movie theater with my mom & Bri watching Open Season.  The second time he called I was at Walmart looking for a pillow case for the travel size pillow I got him earlier.  The third time I had just finished having dinner with my parents & Bri and was leaving the restaurant.  It doesn’t help that while we were talking he said things were about to get busy and didn’t know when he’d call back.  I just hope and pray he gets another chance to call soon.  I feel horrible.  I shouldn’t even complain about not being able to talk to him for very long, and I’m not at all.  I just feel horrible that I wasn’t completely available to him.

I just got an e-mail from the future cool MIL that said Kassi’s (Josh’s sister) boyfriend was in an accident today.  So keep them in your prayers, good thoughts, vibes, whatever you do.  It’s too late to call Kassi but hopefully I’ll reach her tomorrow to see if they need anything.

UPDATE: Josh (also the boyfriend’s name) seems to be mostly banged up.  I talked to Kassi this morning and he was being stubborn about not going to see a doctor but she was trying.  Apparently a car turned out in front of him and in order to avoid it, he skidded, flipped about 4 or 5 times and whatnot on some loose gravel.  He wasn’t wearing a helmet either.  Crazy guy.